Is that bad? Cause I feel like a hoe

I don’t even know what to do with myself. I wish I could just have him come over and just make out but then id be more in the mood but I wouldn’t be able to do much about it cause I am not having sex with anyone not even Bae. I mean I’m not against getting off by just grinding on him and getting him of like hey it’s win win for me and I don’t have to give it up.